Rivensong: Awakening Melody

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February 2012

7 posts

Largo: Unravelling the Riddle.

     Largo. Slowly. Broadly. Grand, sweeping strokes were made across the collected knowledge and insight of but a few of the helpful members on OKA. I had hoped that this post would be in much more detail, but unfortunately tumblr hiccuped and ate my post, so a lot of the data was lost.

     To make it short (really, really short), however, myself and a few of the helpful members over at OKA had gone over the riddle and its possible answers for days, it seems like. Our answers ranged from anything to saurian proto-birds, quetzalcoatl, phoenix, -gryph types, flying serpents…eventually coming across the idea of a cockatrice, which seemed to strike a few notes with me.

     I went back to Imladriscion to check my answer - and she had told me that I was close, but feared I was being too literal. Telling me that the third element in the riddle was change, changing the riddle to:

“What’s dragon and bird and mixed with change?”

     It added a whole new dynamic to the riddle, and one that pretty much rendered outside help useless for much of the process. Symbolism. Symbols can be intensely personal - and a riddle riddled with it in an attempt to aid my Awakening, something that ‘s already an intimately personal experience, made it painfully clear to me that it was something that ultimately I was going to have to go it alone for.

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Jan 31, 2012
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January 2012

4 posts

Pizzicato: The Riddle

One of the first things Imladriscion did for me after she got over being angry at me was tell me two things:

One, that she had been holding back my kinself (and any memories thereof) from me because I simply was not ready for it. That I had been too resentful of both myself and humankind as a whole and that the knowledge of the identity would have allowed me to fully disconnect from my human life. I guess the fact she even brought it up means she’s willing to start letting me work at it, that I’ve changed to a better, happier person.

The second thing she told me was a riddle, comprised of all the dreaded draconic guile she felt like throwing at me at the time. Her way of getting even after getting pissed off at me, I guess - dangling an encoded answer about my kinself in front of my face and watching me jump for it. It’s something I’ve been picking away at now for a while (pizzicato, har har) and I thought I would share it for fun. It goes:

“What’s dragon and bird and mixed with a third?”

It’s simplistic and tantalizingly literal - a kind of riddle that uses the riddler’s own mind against them. That allows them to freely explore their own suggestions - one purposely intended to force me to further discover myself.

Think you have an answer?

Jan 17, 20123 notes
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Verse Two: Enter the Dragon

     Well, I suppose I was going to get to this one way or another - so I figure why not post it now and get it over with?

     I’ve made it my mission here these past few weeks to try and examine the relationship I possess with a certain creature. Yes, the obvious title says the obvious, but it’s more than that. I’ve felt drawn to dragon kind my whole life and more importantly, I feel that I have one in my life. It’s this, it’s her, that I’m trying to examine - she’s a bit of a mystery to me.

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Jan 16, 2012
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Verse One: Kin or Curious?

I’m terrible at being organized, and terrible at keeping journals. I’ve never kept any notation of any kind out for other people to see before. Yet, I’ve been urged to do so from several sources throughout the years so I figure I had best start. For once, I’m starting to feel comfortable in mine own skin, and I feel this curious desire to be known - to find kith and kin in others. This is my attempt to do so.

I guess what started it all was a simple question, “[Are you] ‘Kin or Curious?”. I’m both - I think I’ve gotten the the point where I can satisfactorily say I’m kin, even if I’m still clueless about my kintype. I’ve tried to push these feelings - this identity away for so long - too long, I think. I’m sure I’ve forgotten or repressed many of the clues I could have used, but I’m still making progress.

This is my first real attempt at a serious, themed journal. With that in mind, this blog is a little something I’m throwing together to record my progress, thoughts and research in the pursuit of my Otherkin identity.

I hope we all learn something from this. From each other.

Jan 15, 2012
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